Intention – I have done some powerful work to clean out the old limiting beliefs, taproots, tendrils of the taproots and junk that keeps surprising me and pulling me back from any intention. I have developed, and continue to deepen, a deep consciousness of what is bubbling up from the basement that may hold me back or pull me down. I have solidified my foundation and prepared mySelf to step into a life of integration. My Intention states that I am bringing all the parts of mySelf together in a loving harmony and that this harmonious integration of the spirit, mind, body and emotions will work together with love and respect for each other to awaken consciousness in all Humans. Where I have been pointing my intention over the last 6 months primarily has been in the re-integration of my body into mySelf. I have tolerated an abusive relationship with my body and have created in the past a profound disconnection between my body and all my other parts. By staying conscious of my intention and creating a simple program for mySelf I am healing this disconnection and my body is feeling more loved and connected and as a result is shaping itself into the shape that would work best with the other parts of me. I am declaring all of this to mySelf to practice receiving acknowledgment from me to mySelf. I am deeply aware that this is a journey that is ongoing and has no destination. I am aware that I am putting into place in my life new practices and ways of being that often bump up against practices and ways of being that have been in place for 50 years or more in this being. This is why I am writing this blog as a way for me to stay conscious and accountable to the world, I guess. It is also a way for me to stay honest with mySelf, lying to mySelf just doesn’t work for me in this format. So yay for staying pointed in the direction of this journey of intention and keep opening up your eyes, ears and all other senses to point that consciousness deeply into the truth and the integration that is so important to where we are going.
Commitments to mySelf – Fiercely love mySelf and no longer tolerate abusing any part of mySelf. If I should catch any part of mySelf either being abused or abusing another part of mySelf, I will send love in both directions and open my consciousness up to stalk down where that comes from and excavate it, heal it, or bury it somewhere outside of me. I will love the whole of me, the shadow of me and the light of me, the awkward me and the elegant me, the powerful me and the victim me, the fat me and the fit me, the sad and angry me and the blissed out and not a care in the world me. All of these me’s, along with the infinite others, will find an ear in mySelf to listen for their needs and someone to heal their wounds. None of them will be allowed to dominate or dictate the way it “should” be for any of the others. They are all me’s in mySelf and have a complete right to be there, my consciousness can hold them all and learn from them.
I am dedicated to awakening human consciousness, starting with my own.